- 呼吸困难 -

我呼吸不到
算了


所
有
都
是
我
的
错

- 沉溺 -

别问我

什么叫做牺牲

我也不懂什么叫牺牲

很多人说

我牺牲很大

是

吗

会

吗

我不觉得

世上每天都发生很多事

但其实都是小事

只是人类习惯了

放

大

来

看

我承认

我喜欢

 痛苦

也乐在其中

堕落

对

我

就是

那么喜欢沉溺

在乱的情况当中

因

为

那

时

我才会感觉得到

乱中带有些温暖的感觉

变态

哈哈

我就是那么变态

(刚起身,在看看我的Blog,哇,吓到,昨晚我睡觉taip这种东西 >.<)

- 生死遗言 -

 “生死遗言”

这本书是我人生十四岁第一次购买

接触，阅读的爱情书籍…

也因为这本书

让我认识了作者

让文笔打下基础

让我有了写作的冲动

也让我懂得文字带来的淡淡哀愁...

就是这股淡淡哀愁

让我不断沉溺在写作里，至今…

虽然没发表什么作品

但是有不少文章藏在我老家的柜子里 :p

我依稀记得这本书里

写着他们的爱情故事

当时，我记得

我相当看好他们

也没有想过

到最后

他们还是各奔东西…

如果

再一次选择

我会选择在梦醒之间

那无谓的挣扎

是我唯一可以透气的时候
辛苦吗？
但
我甘愿
我享受

她

让我明白到

做人为什么可以那么自私

当然

人不为己

天诛地灭

我是否也是时间

为自己而自私一下

对

我是坏女人

这就是我的生死遗言

我是自私的

:)

不要问我在写什么
只是feel来了


只有
我
懂
我在写什么
 :p

- : [ -

希望你那时没有意识

现在只是过渡期

对我来说

你还还是个好人

但是

你成功了咯

坏人

- Finished :)) -

Finally!!! and FINALLY!

the exam is overrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! wuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

tomorrow going to shopping gaigai with yenling XD

:3

update my blog soon

muakssss

ahahaha :p

- Sweet Valentine 2011 -

s w e e t

v a l e n t i n e

2 0 1 1

l o v e

y o u

d a r 

xoxo

- the Valentine -

Ahaha! It's Valentine!!!

thanks dear bought me a Carlorino purse..hiak hiak

it's looks gorgeous and elegant *love it love it*

and guess what i buy for Alex?

ahaha...a casing for his pc... :p

cooler master...and he built in 4 little fans in it... =.=

cos he just bought new graphic card...lol

having dinner with dear tomoro night! 

ehehehehe

going to San Franscico Steak House tomorrow :) 

lovely =3

the front look

the side look

the Cooler Master casing  :)

- 兔年吉祥! -

过年前还有什么东西可以做？

当然是去扫货咯！

哈哈，不小心买了很多一下 :p

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过年了！哈哈哈！

山珍海味的时候又到了！！！

也是我的最爱啦 XD

过年都没有出去，

一直都在家帮妈妈 :))

乖咧 XD

过年当然回去婆婆家吃饭咯！

每个大日子婆婆都很舍得下足料 XD

呵呵呵

干贝鸡丝粥

鲍参翅肚Mini 盆菜

鲍鱼鲍鱼，鱼翅鱼翅，海参海参，干贝干贝！

 当然是好吃好吃咯！:)

年初一晚上，妈open house...

她叫我煮了一桌子的斋菜,应该是斋的西餐才对...

忙到……

vegetarian mushroom cream soup, mini shepherd pie, mini pizza, 斋牛扒with black pepper sauce, salad :))

很忙很忙，忙到客人吃了，我都还没有吃，呵呵

感觉很不赖，手艺一点也没有退步pun  :))

而且全是斋的...wuhuhuhuhu *蛮骄傲的说* :p

初二哪里都没有去，呆在家读书～呵呵呵

初三就回马六甲了～～～

p/s : 这篇文章躲在saved draft 里面，才发觉，原来我还没有post~ XD

8.28pm

13/2/2011

- Thanks to Coffee -

Really thanks to Nescafe 3 in 1...

make my brain clearer...

feel very jialat! 

own problem...keep on playing angry bird...

from 2am t o530am...till the ipad battery down liao... =.=

hais............. *slap myself, wake up wake up!!!*

must away from the ipad till the exam end...really kek sei me! 

grrr.......

- final exam week -

pheww...

exam week weiiii :/

still blogging uhhh... :p

just want to release my stress here :)

finished two subject ler...still have 4 subject to go...

doesn't feel any exam "mood"lor...

still hang out with Yenling and ChenFoong two day ago...

ahaha, so naughty! 

Is going to have Business Law exam on Sunday...

quite stress gah...lotsa things to read and hafal...

already try my best...makan all the notes!!! grrr....

( fall asleep for 3-4 times when i makan-ing those notes :p)

and i having another paper on Monday! wtf...

having exam on Valentine's day..feel so stupid lor...

really kanasai...but luckily the exam will ne held in the early morning...

pheww! still can have my lovely dinner at night..ehehe

after valentine...have 2 paper fell on the same day...

ohhhhhmygod...its killing me lor!

how can i remember those notes wor?!

the exam unit kisiao huh?!

but i am still the lucky one...

some of my engineering friends will have 3 paper in one day...

really cham lor...how to handle 3 subject wor? exam unit lu lai lu kisiao liao!

GEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR......

anyway...will update my blog as long as when i finish the exam...

stay tune! :)

Chao! 

Goodnight! 

- Happy Chinese New Year -

HAPPY CNY!!!

Welcome to the year of BUNNY!!!

hope my family, my dear and my friends

Gong Xi Fa Chai

Dragon Horse Steam God